It's been a rough day.. I felt hungry all the time.. I didn't get the buy meal replacement protein shakes since the store was out of the brand I wanted - I ordered them online Saturday night and they are to arrive this Wednesday or Thursday, so until I got it I have to improvise.. So I bought low cal protein shake (I have used this brand before and it tastes OK) and have had some of that instead..
With all my snacks - lunch and dinner my total intake is under 900 today and I am happy with that.. I mean.. I have this new motivation.. I do understand (oh and thank you so much for all the comments on my last post.. it really was comforting to get them) that I can not breastfeed the kid but I can lose the weight and get in some proper shape and stick around... Lower weight for me means that I will live longer - I can not stay this way for the rest of my life.. I will become more mobile which means playtime when he starts moving will be so much more easier and fun.. And lets not forget about the fact that I rather be a milf than a fat mom..
So I'm gonna keep reminding my self that there are reasons behind why I am doing this, and that this time around I need to give it time and stick to it..
I have gained around 6lbs since the last weigh-in I posted about on the blog (yaay emotional eating) .. I am hoping to ditch 20 lbs by the end of this 3 weeks diet (remember I have a whole lot of weight to lose, so 20 lbs isn't that much).. But I must admit I would be more than happy to just reach my first goal weight (That is only 10 lbs away) ... So wish me luck :)
Oh and I am using myfitnesspal to count calories again - so if I don't have you there, and you wish to see my eats feel free to add me. My username is Kittz30 :)
Anyways - I'm gonna finish my tea and get off the PC and try to spend some time with hubby :) (hmm maybe even do some wii-fit... feeling a tad hyper lol)
Just got an e-mail from my work that they will pay part of a gym membership for me eventhough I am not working this year!! Yaaay.. Now I just have to find a good gym that isn't that far away from our home and hit it!