Oh my girls - time goes by waaay too fast.. Can you imagine that it's already April?? How did this even happen??
I am doing OK :) I am getting more comfy with the idea of being pregnant - and I am starting to get very very excited :) According to my cellphone app I am in my 8th week of the pregnancy which means the baby is as big as a blueberry ^^ I am actually really looking forward to have the ultrasound - but that is still weeks away :)
We are leaving for Norway tomorrow - we are staying at my uncle's mother in law - which I call for grandma - and she is really the closest I have EVER had to having a mom.. I haven't seen her since the wedding, and I am really looking forward to have some time with her. She lives right outside Oslo so I will take a couple of trips to Oslo as well to meet up with some old girlfriends and that I am really looking forward to. - I will be back on Monday night - and on Tuesday I have my first "mommy to be" appointment at the baby healthy station (not sure what the correct term for it is in English :( ) ..
My mom and I are still ... Well not so good.. She still hasn't called me after I told her about the baby. She has left me 2 PM's on facebook - one to ask me where I bought my GHD straightner and the other to ask if she could tell her friends that I was pregnant..
I mean comeon.. Shouldn't she have called? - Just to say "oh your knocked up grats or w/e? " - Ah well.. I guess the more she fucks up - the more I get an idea of what not to become when I have the baby..
As far as my weight goes - I keep going up and down.. The weekend I found out I gained some pounds due to the emotional eating.. But now that I am feeling more stabil I am actually losing weight.. Not much but I have lost couple of pounds the last week.. And I can cross my heart that I am not trying.. I eat when I'm hungry - and stop when I'm not.. I haven't even restricted - so if I have wanted candy I have had a piece.. So I find the loss odd...
I have been thinking.. Should I tell the health people when I go there about my "issues" ? - not the emotional ones - but you know the food - the binging - the purging.. On one hand I haven't been going that road more than once for months.. On the other hand, I wonder.. Can my background be of harm to the baby? What do you guys think??
I am getting sleepy again.. I can tell you one thing.. This being knocked up thing is REALLY tiring lol I am always sleepy.. and I can sleep for hours and hours hehe -
Thanks for all your comments girls - it's good to know that you are there..