So erm ya.. Had my second control today - so the nurse started asking me a bunch of questions to get some background info - and then she asked about my family and my relationship with my mother - and if I had ever had any sort of depression or stuff before.. And guess what...
Out of no where I was bawling.. It sort of started with how sucky my relationship with my mum is - how soon I moved out from home - the sexual abuse while she was away - the dreams I keep having about it.. My issues with food..
You can imagine that the list was long.. So erm ya.. She is sending me to get some terapi.. I don't know when it will start - she is contacting them and they will contact me and I guess we will take it from there..
I guess it is about time I faced everything and talked to someone about it.. On the other hand I must admit that I am worried.. What if it sort of brings out everything?? - but then again.. I guess it's better that I am getting help now before the baby is born.. Isn't it?
I have been feeling really well today.. I really hope this keeps up cause I really want to get back to work soon.. Staying home is not good for my mood.. I can tell you that..
Hope you are all OK.. Take care of you girls