My not pale and not tan skin.. What is this color...
My fat thighs.. If I read another wanna be healthy post on tumblr where they say it's sexy to have fat thighs I am going to go insane.. Get a fucking grip people - fat thighs that rub off the fabric between them, that never stop touching.. They are disgusting..
Double chin... Fuck you deeply... If we were ment to have it it wouldn't be named chin to begin with...
Body hair... You would think fucking evolution with fix that... But no.. Not if you are me...
Huge upper arms... When you try on an EU size 52 and your arms don't fit cause the fabric is not stretchy ....
Fat fingers... My wedding ring doesn't fit anymore.. And let's not forget that I was huge even then....
Fat feet... My fucking shoes I got in London couple of years ago don't fit properly cause even my feet are fat and look like a tub of lard...
Let not forget back fat... It sure is sexy to see rolls of fat under your sweater regardless how big it is... NOT....
Today's intake is half a cup of coffee... FML...
oh God we know how these depression rounds go :/ sorry for that bby
ReplyDeletei'm sorry you're in such a horrible mode sorry sweetie
i know it's a lot to ask you to be a bit lenient with yourself but please do x
please do eat more and do take care of yourself
you deserve it even if you cant' see it
-Sam Lupin
I'm so sorry you are feeling so terrible about your body. I know it all too well. You look in the mirror and only see hate and disgust. I'm going through it too. Nothing I can say can make it better but just know that you are not alone.
ReplyDeleteI am not in a fantastic state these days either. I have no words of wisdom for you... but I'll echo Miranda, you are not alone.
ReplyDeleteSorry you're sad! Sometimes a good cry and an episode of extreme weight loss helps me!
ReplyDeleteI have been feeling pretty down also. We made it this far we can keep going. Just look at your little one for inspiration.
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