Confused..

So according to the nurse at the diabetes clinic - my sugar levels on the test that I took at the baby nurse mean that I do have the gestational diabetes..

I got this blood sugar meter thingi and I have to keep track of my blood sugar 7 times every other day. I have to do it once I get up before I eat or drink anything. And once before bed. Other than that before each main meal (breakfast, lunch, dinner) and once within an hour of started main meal.. The fasted numbers count for the pre breakfast dose..

I have been doing it since yesterday and my levels are REALLY good.. I am well under the limits and this is really confusing me..

How can they say I have the gestational diabetes - if none of my blood levels agree with it??

Anyway.. I have to do this until a few days after the baby is born.. And if the numbers stay this way (which they should with me keeping my diet and moving unless I am really unlucky) I will not need any insulin treatment.

I guess it's not all bad though .. The fact that this diet will make me more used to eating normal and healthy and by the time the baby is born - and that will the weight-loss after this whole thing is over much easier.. Wont it ??

Anyhoo.. Gotta get off.. This house is a mess and starting to get on my nerves...

Wishing you all a great weekend <3

alive..

Just wanted to jump in and say that I am alive.. Been very busy at work and it is taking alot of time. I don't think I will be much around until after the trip.

Have a nice weekend ladies.


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My sister is a whore..

And I am even not joking.. I am just so over my family.. Why should we keep trying to keep them in our lives when they only bring us sadness, stress and pain?

As if it is not enough that she sleeps with anything on two legs and is proud of it.. She added all my close friends on facebook after the wedding, and yesterday she filled her page with almost naked pictures.. I am not joking girls.. It wasn't much left to the imagination.. And she doesn't understand why I ask her to either remove the pictures or my friends from there.. Oh did I mention she isn't even 18? Ugg... Still so pissed.. I barely got 2 hours of sleep last night.. And I have made up my mind.. I am DONE... I am going to take a distance.. Really really long one.. I can not deal with it all anymore.. They have fucked me - and my life enough..

Oh and get this.. Today my mum tells me that I need to get pro help to deal with my anger issues.. OMFG.. I wouldn't have anger issues if it wasn't for them.. Jeez.. So over it.. So done!

Anywho... C'est la vie ya?

This morning when I woke up I got me a good surprise.. The scale moved again.. So it is 2.9 lbs since Monday.. I am so happy about it. I have my weekend eats fully planned - I am not going the weekend ruin this for me..

Talking about the weekend.. I hope you all have a great one.. And as weird as it might sounds... Some of you feel closer to me than my own mum and sisters have ever done.. Thank you so much <3

No internet!

What happens when you let a man be in charge of one thing in your home? Well - you come home Friday to no internet because he forgot to call the company..

Ah well - thank god to my cellphone i have been able to get online, and track - and so on..

Just wanted to get on to say! thank you so much for all your comments.. I am so so so glad I sticked to it - I have been eating a tad more today duo to the painkillers - but I am waaaay under my weekly calorie budget! AND the scale did move! So this weeks loss is almost 6 lbs :) And I couldn't be happier.. I doubt it is all water weight since it didn't just get off in one or two days..

Hope you all having a great weekend :)


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Taking it easy..

Today I am taking everything easy... I am very very tired- it is sunny outside but the wind is really strong.. I bought me a new pair of jeans and a thick cardigan yesterday- so today I am all cuddled up in warm cloths.. I am even wearing a scarf.. Which is really good cause I have been freezing a whole lot lately.
My body and mind in general are worn out- hubby is even worse.. So we are really looking forward to this weekend. We are planning to do nothing ^^ Just take it easy and relax.. We might go and have a look at a few places on Sunday, but that is about all we are planning to do.. Oh and we gotta do the laundry tomorrow. We barely have any clean cloths left hehe.. Oh and I have an appointment to get my legs waxed tomorrow.. Well I guess doing nothing for us means a whole bunch of stuff lol but we will take it easy :)

It must be the most chill I have had at work in weeks.. I have my headset on listening to Norah Jones.. Right now it's this one :

I am answering some email, had a couple of calls and drinking my tea.. Sitting far back in my chair and I am loving it. I hope it stays like this all day.

Over to food- I have no idea how much I have been eating the last few days. I haven't really eaten that much- but I haven't been tracking anything either. Have been so tired and out of focus.. But talking about food.. Hubby is going to go veggie/vegan with me. Yay for that.. Things will be so much easier.
But I am back on writing down everything again. I had to delete some apps from my phone cause I kept getting "you are low on space" error all the time.. I don't get why :S But since I couldn't move my calorie counter over to my SD card- I had to remove it too.. Now I only have it on the PC only. I think I might go for an iphone for my next phone.. I have been loving HTC for so long- but these app stuff are getting annoying.. And the new iphone should be out in a month ish so I might just go for it.. Will see..

I haven't been on the scale in a few days either.. The lack of sleep and the stress has made me really bloated even though I have been good for the intake. And we have had the scale packed away since we were going to have the shoot- but I will get on it tomorrow and see how much damage I have to deal with heh..

I am going to read up on more blogs- I am planning to start reading up on some of my favo blog all the way from when they were started.. I mean I do have the time today hehehe .. So why not ^^

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Edit: I might play around with the layout and such as well.. I think I want to redo the whole blog.. Make it more positive and not so "hidden" ..Will see..

TGIF!!

That is how I felt this morning.. Not feeling to do anything and stay in bed all day hehehe. but here I am at work.. But on the bright side it is FRIDAY!!!!
This weekend I am going to have some girl time.. Do my nails, give my self a pedicure, some waxing and so on. And end it with a hair mask and a whole bunch of chick flicks!

According to the weather reports it will be raining all weekend. But I don't care.. I really need some me time. Another thing I will be doing this weekend is to prepare my self for gym. I am going to hit the gym from next week no matter weather, shape, tiredness or anything. I am going to choose to go there and like it (The mental stuff)..

And I am getting on the scale again on Monday morning. And I am looking forward to that.

I don't have much to say today. I just wanted to wish you all a great weekend and thank you for your comments on my last two posts. <3

Oh and I think I am going to give another facelift to the page. The black is starting to get too black hehe..

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Edit:

Is it too pink?? I sort of like it.. I am in the "pink mood" if you get what I mean.