And I am even not joking.. I am just so over my family.. Why should we keep trying to keep them in our lives when they only bring us sadness, stress and pain?
As if it is not enough that she sleeps with anything on two legs and is proud of it.. She added all my close friends on facebook after the wedding, and yesterday she filled her page with almost naked pictures.. I am not joking girls.. It wasn't much left to the imagination.. And she doesn't understand why I ask her to either remove the pictures or my friends from there.. Oh did I mention she isn't even 18? Ugg... Still so pissed.. I barely got 2 hours of sleep last night.. And I have made up my mind.. I am DONE... I am going to take a distance.. Really really long one.. I can not deal with it all anymore.. They have fucked me - and my life enough..
Oh and get this.. Today my mum tells me that I need to get pro help to deal with my anger issues.. OMFG.. I wouldn't have anger issues if it wasn't for them.. Jeez.. So over it.. So done!
Anywho... C'est la vie ya?
This morning when I woke up I got me a good surprise.. The scale moved again.. So it is 2.9 lbs since Monday.. I am so happy about it. I have my weekend eats fully planned - I am not going the weekend ruin this for me..
Talking about the weekend.. I hope you all have a great one.. And as weird as it might sounds... Some of you feel closer to me than my own mum and sisters have ever done.. Thank you so much <3
Sometimes one just needs to decide that some people steal more energy from you than they give to you, and let them disappear out of our lives, even if they are family. Hope you're okay.
ReplyDeleteI haven't been to Ricebowl, I haven't been in Oslo since my auntie moved from there with her family two or three years ago^^ God helg! xx
I am sorry....I don't know your sister but JESUS IS SHE CRAZY?? That is horrible she posted all those pics!!
ReplyDeleteI know exactly how you feel about taking a break. My mom's side is very difficult to deal with sometimes and I have taken a few "vacations" from them, my mother included. It's hard not to answer the phone and the guilt is definately present, but at the end of the day YOUR SANITY COUNTS. Don't let them get to you, you're too awesome to be pissed off ;)
I also am closer with all my bloggers and ED buddies than some of my friends I have known for 20 years. Sometimes it just works out that way I guess, but it's pretty awesome to me.
*hugs and have a great weekend*
I'm sorry you're stuck with a crazy family too. If it's any use I know exactly how you feel! I've distanced myself from them and feel so much better for it. They may be family but they can still hurt. Next year I've decided to have a friends christmas and enjoy my holidays with the people I love and who love me- who says that's not family?!
ReplyDeleteDo what's right for you hun & congrats on the weight loss! :)
Hope you're smiling again soon xxxxxxxxx
What is it with teenagers? Why do they feel the need to put porn on their facebook pages? Do they not realize the consequences? A friend of mine put pictures of her eating whipped cream off her boyfriend at her 21st birthday party. And she teaches dance - her clients go on facebook and see that. So stupid.
ReplyDelete-2.9 that is so awesome!! Keep up the good work.
I always feel like I can come on here and the support I get off people is lots better than anything I get from my family. I love you all like family!!
ReplyDeleteWell hear this....my MOTHER has half naked photo's on facebook, and she is married. What is it with girls/women. SLAGS!!!! Except us of course :p
Yayyy fab weight loss!!!
xx
oh. whore-like sister. can i have a peek? sorry. other than so, i'm quite sad that some ladies don't have that much of self-respect in them. if she sleeps with anything with two longs on...that we've got a damn problem!
ReplyDeleteahahaha. i love how ironic that is, Cupid <3.
2.9lbs! fucking awesome. you're doing great, sexy!
aweeee. especially meh, eh? i nicknamed you Cupid! xD.
-Sam Lupin
At only 18-Sadly I see her headed for some big trouble unless she grows out of it...and usually this kind of behavior gets worse before it gets better. I'm not letting this weekend ruin me either. Awww! We love you you too!!
ReplyDeleteFirst off: Yey for the loss!
ReplyDeleteSecond: Why the fuck are people so damn wierd?! I totally get your frustration about your family.. I too do feel like you guys are closer to me than my irl friends/family. You dont judge, or do any wierd shit..
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