I just want to be normal... No more ed no more depression.. Just normal

I don't think it will ever happen .... 


  1. I wish I had something hydro.g to say, but I'm in that boat with you.

  2. *uplifting. Sorry, I'm writing from my phone and Autocorrect is wonky.

  3. It's so sad that at some point I think we accept that this is "normal" for us. I remember last year when I had Julien (the shrink) telling him that maybe me being eating disordered was just normal for me and I should just accept that and so should everyone else because I wasn't really in any danger (i.e. not under 100 pounds with a tube through my nose). He thought that was unacceptable, but it really is the reality for a lot of us.