I am getting on the scale to see what I got to work with after everything this week.. But I must say - I have done pretty good ignoring what happened last night. This means I have 2.8 lbs left to reach my goal by Tuesday morning (The valentine challenge goal).. Ah well.. I will try my best.. And hopefully my body will follow..
Over to something different.. How do you truly know that you are ready to get pregnant.. I mean.. I know I have said I will go for it when I have reached a goal of 50 lbs loss.. But lately I have been thinking.. Will I mentally be ready for it?
I mean.. I have always wanted kids.. And I have my finances under control.. I have a steady job.. An amazing husband.. And I am turning 30 this year.. So why do I always end up with a list of "excuses" when I think about it? ... Have you guys thought about it? .. Most my friends that are around my age already have a kid and on their way to have a second even third.. Maybe I am just scared? .. I really don't know..
I know for a fact that if I was to find out that I was pregnant for sure today, that I would deal with it and that I would be the best mum I could ever be (aka nothing like my own mum lol).. But I don't feel "willing" to put it into action.. Do you understand what I mean??
Ah well.. Lunch break almost over..